“Do you know what it’s like to love someone so much, that you can’t see yourself without picturing her? Or what it’s like to touch someone, and feel like you’ve come home? What we had wasn’t about sex, or about being with someone just to show off what you’ve got, the way it was for other kids our age. We were, well, meant to be together. Some people spend their whole lives looking for that one person. I was lucky enough to have her all along.”
-This, urghhhh F.
Tell me this-
So you spend years pouring your heart, your soul and your mind into planning for a future, but what happens if this future doesn’t go to plan? what happens to that heart of yours, is it possible to throw your emotions to the wind and start over? What happens if everything doesn’t go as planned, are you still the same person or is all lost? Can you ever start planning again? it wouldn’t be the same.
you and me and a hundred thousand kilometres of water separating us from anyone, my idea of heaven.
The key to being content is to realise that not everything works out the way you hoped for, the future isn’t set in stone and ones choices have the ability to change the course of ones future. People change with time, no particular person is at fault when people drift a part, priorities change and it is up to you to figure out if certain friendships, passions, hobbies etc. are still worth pursuing. This is your life, a story written for you by you, so live it.
I am so incredibly lucky to be able to say you are the one i want to spend the rest of my life with and know you feel exactly the same.
There is nothing better than falling asleep wrapped in your boyfriends pure cashmere sweater, snug, bliss. Adios.