“Do you know what it’s like to love someone so much, that you can’t see yourself without picturing her? Or what it’s like to touch someone, and feel like you’ve come home? What we had wasn’t about sex, or about being with someone just to show off what you’ve got, the way it was for other kids our age. We were, well, meant to be together. Some people spend their whole lives looking for that one person. I was lucky enough to have her all along.”
-This, urghhhh F.
AND LIVE FOR IT.
If i could change one thing and re write just one wrong, i would fill those empty spots in my life with the people that didn’t make the cut.
Because god damn i feel lonely, and exhausted and i can feel the tension in the words that are being left behind because telling the truth is too hard right now.
If i could move away i would, because i know my friends will be fine.
If i could move away i would, because i know my family would be fine.
If i could, i would.
Until then i’m learning to take a breath and push this hurt, and annoyance to the side- because this time it’s not me that is changing- it’s everyone else.
Someone please write 6,000 words of uni assignments for me- oh and one feature article. Thanks xxxx